I am such a slacker

It's been a while. I'm getting to be a slacker at these things. And my newsletters. I've had mine written for 3 weeks now but for some reason it just seems so hard to actually print it and send it out. Well perhaps that will be a project for the weekend.
My birthday was great. Linds invited a few friends for a surprise only not surprise dinner. It was fun though and she tried! Also got some awesome gifts. Halleh's helping me try to be a girl (and an alcoholic), Elizabeth is supporting my St. Louisness, and my twin is helping me kill my free time (I made a cool pyramid the other day twin). Linds gave me my gift months ago but still tied a bow on it for my birthday. Lucy also got me a lovely hanger for the back of the door only she accidentally drilled all the way through my door. I guess Lou Lou isn't so good with power tools. My dad even remembered and sent me a card and gift certificate. I was really happy about that.
My life is pretty jam-packed currently. Not much free time to get stuff done. But I did manage to decorate my room today so it finally has some character.
Tomorrow has a couple premiers that I'm pumped to watch.
I'm currently going through the bad time of the month where I think everything is sad. It's pretty sad really. I know it's bad when commercials can make me cry. I need like one good one so that I can get it all over with. I knew being a girl sucked. Sometimes I feel like I care about things too much. I'm too sympathetic and worry so much about people. I take things to the extremes. I wonder if I'll always be like that.
It was sad that Steve Irwin died. It was weird the different actors and actresses that spoke at his memorial. I didn't know that many people liked him so much.


Lyric of the entry:
"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel"
- "Scars" Papa Roach