who knew

I'm pretty drunk but I was thinking in my wasted state that I kinda like arguing over politics and religion. I totally support what I believe in and I'm willing to listen to what you have to say but I know what I believe in. It's funny how upset people get . . . especially when they hear that I'm conservative, pro-life, anti sex till marriage, republican, pro-Bush, etc . . . but hey I'm glad I am and I wouldn't change it for the world!
Overall a pretty good day. Nice bumming around and drinkinf with the roomies. Although too much drinking. Maybe we shouldn't have drank everytime we saw a red or blue car!
Hung out with Liz from work today, missing Elizbeth like crazy, wishing it was alumni already!

"I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on"
Rascal Flatts- Moving ON

Sometimes I think that this song really hits the nail. I"m glad I moved away from St. Louis but I continue to miss it like crazy all the same. Life sucks. Why are families and loving people so dang complicated? I thought it would be easier. Instead I get to feel like I'm screwing stuff up all the time. Silly world.
I shouldn't drink so much! IM drunk and needing bed. I had to retype each word 30 tines so thqt it was legible!
I am happy to be in CO though - don't get me wrong!
I wish someone would tell me what I should do with the rest of my life. Someone could take me on, like a little project, and work out everything for me!